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About Me Member Wannabe Poet PickYerPoison14/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Struggle

Fri Feb 23, 2007, 4:04 PM
Everyday seems like struggle where I can't take these things anymore. I act like things make me happy and that I have much more to think about than how bad things suck for me here but i've got someone who is the first person who's caught my interest in over a year who i'd have potential with but can't b/c im stuck up here in dc and everyone knows that long distance relationships don't work and not only that he's moving from nc to indiana so theres literally no hope... i try not to cry and mope about my life because in reality and in the grand scheme of things... its not that bad.. but its emotionally straining... i'm starting to have anxiety over pointless stuff and its just all stupid... im so confused... i kinda just want to move out and live on my own and see where that gets me but i know that it won't be possible... but most days thats truly the only thing that would help me... and i kno probably no one will read this but its just a matter of getting it out and having no where to turn but this stupid little screen... its not even like my acount i active... but at this point i dont care... i feel like in general i'm making distructive decisions but i don't want to change... i want to have fun in life and if that means ruining my chances at some things... well than let it... because i'm not going to stop doing a few things just so that i can have a better future... I'm fine working at a resturant all of my life... i dont care... i just wish that my life was easier and i was on my own... newho.. ima go now cause i kno no one will read this... peace out

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  • Current Residence: US
  • Interests: Poetry, Horseback Riding
  • Favourite movie: Man On Fire or Don't Say A Word
  • Favourite genre of music: ROCK N' ROLL BABY
  • Favourite poet or writer: anyone who actually has the skill and uses it

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:iconyumi-neko-x13:
:wave: i'm watching you mar mar ;) (if you don't know it's mell)^.^

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:iconyankeechic2290:
*muah* You've been given a sloppy kiss from yours truely! lol.

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!

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I don't think i want to think about it
how the fall is coming down
the light is leaving and it's hard to breathe
buried in a pile of leaves
:icontearjerky:
love your poems.. gonna watch you.. hehe.. :)

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:iconmelonman11:
hi, congrats on 100 pgviews.. I captured the image if you want it...
:iconverotica:

:wave: Hello there


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i love not being you
:iconactinicexistance:
thanks for the watch

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Give me a solution to reality...
:iconpickyerpoison:
lol ty... Thats YOU!?!?! lol thats funny... i guess you realy look like steve-o then lol or maybe its just the picture lol l8r
:iconpaisteguy:
hay, thanks for checking out my page, and commenting...thats me in the background, haha, glad to see you enjoyed it!!! welcome to devart, hope to see you around, keep up the great work my friend!

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I'm sick of not having the courage to be an absolute nobody.

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